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If the level of Christian commitment I saw in those days were universal, our churches would transform the world we live in! Within a couple of years of starting the ministry, I began to build a relationship with another pioneer in Christian ministry—Bren Robson who at that time was leading the Guildford Community Church—a remarkable achievement for a woman in house church circles, which are mostly opposed to women in leadership on the grounds of traditional Christian teaching—that leadership is male a view I shared at the time.

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I think it is fair to say that the majority of heterosexual people still seriously believe that if a man finds "a good woman" and "steps out in faith", then that spark of Gay Guildford prostitute desire must emerge sooner or later—because every straight person believes that God made us that way!

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They are a kind of opposite to Exodus. From the start, the founder of EC, Dr Ralph Blair, had believed that the Gospel is the most important issue and that whether we are gay or straight is incidental, certainly not a defining issue. Bren and I were enormously impressed, not only by Wwe Castlereagh sex quality of worship and teaching, but especially by the spiritual maturity we found.

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